

Why, Why, WhyCaramel is the color of your skin And obsession is my sin That beauty in the power of two I just cant keep my eyes off you. With those nice size feet And those sparkling white teeth. The small fuzz above your lips I can feel you in my fingertips With your 32 inch waist I look with a gaze. But that isnt what I am supposed to like.Why, Why, Why
A nice slim waist A pair of full lips And manicured fingertips. Nice round breast And long flowing hair My jaw should drop at one stare. Long beautiful lashes And round firm cheeks Shou


I HaveHave you ever woken up and wanted to die? I Have Have you ever wanted someone you can't have? I Have Have you ever tried to drown yourself? I Have Have you ever hated yourself? I Have Have you ever felt unloved? I Have Have you ever told someone a secret you know they won't keep? I Have Have you ever just wanted to give up? I Have Have you ever felt like your not right? I Have Have you ever feared you'd die alone? I Have Have you ever felt like GOD hated you? I HaveI Have


Pain-killer- 5.16.06Crying is useless, it only makes things worse. Pretending nothings wrong no longer has worth. Angry at GOD for making me this way. Has led me to end my life today.Pain-killer- 5.16.06
Holding this blade with rage in my heart having the power to tear myself apart looking back on my life of hell eager to bid this Earth farewell
Standing here thinking of my best friend knowing she would, this blade, aprehend Reminising all of her care not even that is enough to keep me here.
Thinking of my mother and all her disappointment and how she made my life feel worthless  


Stethoscope 5.9.06Sitting here in this empty room so sterile and white with a bright light up above me illum- inating it's dark nature and showing it's imperfections here sitting under all these needles of infection waiting for my stethoscope savior.Stethoscope 5.9.06
Enclosed by the walls, ceiling, and floor waiting for her to open the door and i'm laying on this cold leather paper bed with these sick sad thoughts in my head and i'm sitting her so cold while these second, minutues, and hours make me old waiting for my stethoscope savior to salvage me of thes sick thoughts and behav
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"All squares are triangles..."
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"Have you ever thought about dying?"
"Yeah."
"How do you want to go?"
"Naked."
"Why?"
"Because that's how I came in."
member of Dazzle-club [link] and Madina Lake [link]
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